Author Archives: ColourfulChaos

Ever feel on your own, distanced from everyone, not right but you are surrounded by friends and family? I do… I have got to this place where I feel so alone in the world. I mask everyday the loneliness I feel. I just think no one would understand. I get offers to go out forContinue reading “Lonely – but surrounded by people…”

Everything changed when I left school. I went from a well liked, popular, model student (apart from the constant telling offs for talking). I enjoyed the structure I was really creative into music, drama and dance as an extra curricular. I wasn’t really academic but I still managed to maintain average to above average grades.Continue reading “What if I don’t fit in the box ?Part 1: Education”

Today I have been offered a locum dispenser shift at my very first pharmacy I managed. It is no longer a Boots pharmacy but a little independent one. Pharmacy as an occupation is what I had passion for, was good at and enjoyed engaging with customers. Now I have ADHD (recently diagnosed) and I sufferContinue reading “Going back to familiar territory…”

I am blessed to live in the English countryside in a beautiful village called Kingsclere. Living right next to Watership down (yes…where the book and traumatic film are based on). I often forget that I am blessed with a large garden and beautiful countryside. The last couple of mornings when letting my dog out, IContinue reading “New morning ritual”